Bugged!

I get so mad every time we go to court for Joses case.  We just do circles round and round.  Our legal system is so messed up it makes it hard for me to have faith that everything is going to work out!  The prosecutor is a you know what and the Judge isn't much different.  Big important people say they want to help but when it comes down to it no one does!!!  I am ready to scream and shout....well I have done that several times in the privacy of my own home.  Something has to happen and quick because if I feel this way then I can't imagine what Jose is going through!!  I just needed to vent a little and feel sorry for myself.  I realize their are others going through worse, but sometimes I feel like my heart is literally going to break in two!